Saturday, November 13, 2010

We All Make Mistakes- Mine Are Just Dangerous

We all make mistakes in life. I know this. But when it gets to a certain point, where you're making poor life decisions, one, after another, after another, you start to think to yourself, when are the consequences going to set in?

That point was today. I was in a coffee shop- my favorite, in fact, and I was listening to Pandora, reflecting on this semester. Every decision I've made regarding relationships have done nothing but provide me with consequences, and the ones that I haven't had consequences for yet, I'm sure are just lurking around the corner.

When a girl gets her heart broken, she normally does this thing where she decides to write off men. However, when I normally do this, the second I meet someone, that decision is called off. Today though, I had a moment where I realized that not only did my decisions have consequences, but I was, in fact, putting myself in danger.. of so many different things.

This was when I knew that the decision to write off men was real this time. If not for the sole reason that I've lost control over who I surround myself with to the point that I don't want to be surrounded by anyone. Not for a while, at least.

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