That point was today. I was in a coffee shop- my favorite, in fact, and I was listening to Pandora, reflecting on this semester. Every decision I've made regarding relationships have done nothing but provide me with consequences, and the ones that I haven't had consequences for yet, I'm sure are just lurking around the corner.
When a girl gets her heart broken, she normally does this thing where she decides to write off men. However, when I normally do this, the second I meet someone, that decision is called off. Today though, I had a moment where I realized that not only did my decisions have consequences, but I was, in fact, putting myself in danger.. of so many different things.
This was when I knew that the decision to write off men was real this time. If not for the sole reason that I've lost control over who I surround myself with to the point that I don't want to be surrounded by anyone. Not for a while, at least.
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